Ok let me start off with, WTF is wrong with humans now adays..!! Like seriously, if u see a muslim ur 1st reaction will b, oh he/she is a terrorist?? Come on ppl its 2013..!! We r not terrorist..!! If ALL MUSLIM ARE TERRORIST don't u think there will be war everywhere in the world??? Doesn't mean 1 stupid and idiotic muslim group decided to bomb here and there, we all are e same.. its like if 1 of e apple in e box is spoilt, r e rest of e apples spoilt??
Anyway I was curious about Zayn Malik from One direction.. is he muslim or not? And I saw alot of people saying shits about him and stuff like for example, he is haram n stuff cause of e tattoos and all.. But isn't that his choice? & who r we to judge him?? Like seriously... I am a muslim but my knowledge about it is really not so deep.. so here is what I think..
As a muslim its WRONG to judge someone just because he/she doesn't do e right things.. it's WRONG to accuse and call people haram and stuff.. maybe its not the time yet to "bertaubat".. & Insyallah he/she will do it when the time comes..
At the end of the day, when we r all alone in e grave hole, nobody is around to answer to our sins except ourself.. and not other humans around us can judge if Allah has already forgiven us for all the sins we do.. nobody knows until e day we die..
So to all those who judge and look down on e not so pure muslim, answer this question for me, in Al- Quran did it say anything about us looking down on those who is not like u & do u hold the right to label someone as haram? Did Nabi Muhammad himself do what u r doing to the non muslims?
Everyone on earth make mistakes and nobody is perfect.. just pray that the not so pure muslim will do e right thing and follow e path of goodness before its too late and not saying directly or indirectly to that someone is haram or a judging that someone...
So to Zayn, just want to say ignore the negative comments about u being muslim and stuff n just remember what u were taught as a muslim and insyallah things will be just fine..
and to all the muslim who say negative stuff about zayn being a bad muslim and stuff, SHAME ON U PEOPLE.. BEFORE JUDGING SOMEONE, LOOK URSELF IN THE MIRROR AND ASK IF U URSELF IS A TRUE MUSLIM OR NOT..
so let me see what has been happening in my life...
Family..
same old issue, never ending problems..
i thought with me seldom coming home, things will be abit better..
but im wrong, as usual..
it hurts to see mom depress and sad, but i cant always be there for her...
at e end later we both will end up fighting, cause she can never take my advice..
so for now, its just daily routine for her to msg me asking me where i am and etc..
i do feel bad for what im doing, but its for e best..
cause u will never noe if my words can just create another fight at home...
as for my brother, i dun care what he is doing and gonna do.. as long as he dont bother me, im fine with it.. yes i do still hate him for what he have done so far, so e best solution is not to see and talk to him as long as i can.. guess e last i really had a conversation with him was like a few months back.. so i guess dats good...
Friends
My bestboys are busy with their own live.. yes i do admit i miss hanging out with dem almost every week.. but guess things change... i dun want to talk further about this, cause it is just pointless and at least im glad im still in contact with udin and gf.. and i so cant wait for out holiday in feb..!!
as for syah, im super disappointed in u, but who am i to say right.. u live ur life e way u want it.. but just remember something, KARMA IS A BITCH...
Familia
Im very happy dat kak nor relationship didnt work out.. i noe this sound bad, but i do have my reason.. she may look happy and all but i know her too well.. deep down she is hurting in dat r/ship... and im proud of u to make dis decision and move on.. u so deserve better... mayb e next one is gonna guide u in a better way.. =)
the rest of my kakak, im not sure what is going on in their life, but i know all of them are strong ladies.. Insyallah everyone of us will find happiness at e end...
as for my other familia members, i hope and pray u all made e right decision in ur life.. cherish ur love one, and if just remember what e others did for u when u r down.. jgn lupa kan e one yg sacrifice a lot for u just because u r in a r/ship... nak buat aper2 tgk surrounding dulu.. we all love u dearly, but we are scared if we teguh, u nt gonna like it.. hopefully, u will realise it soon and mend ur ways...
Love
As for my relationship, im glad he is still around after all this while... he stick to his promise and never fail to put a smile on my face... yes he can b a HUGE pain in my ass most of e time, but he is still e sweetest bf ever... and if Allah izinkan, insyallah we will be an officially get married next yr june.. hopefully everything goes smoothly as we plan..
so dats is e summary of what has happen so far.. thanks to bblove for helping me to overcome everything dat happen last year.. he has been patient and supporting towards me.. and as for e other dude, im disappointed when i saw, and deep down i still dun understand why u must lie to me.. if u were to tell me e truth, i would b ok with it.. but never e less, i still pray for ur happiness with her..
and i know there are a few unexpected people still reading my blog, i wish u all e best in life and till we meet again... =) be safe and always remember, smile always...
