Thursday, March 22, 2012

1 year ago both of u had the same fight...

when will it all end.. =(

daddy, u should know how we feel towards them...

not being rude or anything, but u know better..

the pain they cause us, still lingers in our memories...

during my engagement, he refuse to be my wakil..

and when he came on the day, he didnt say anything and just sit there..

i as his 1st granddaughter, what u tink i feel?

and now u want to invite him over for abang's engagement?

u should know ur son better than anyone else..

i thought when im away from home, things will be better..

but it seems like its getting from bad to worst..

im done, sick and tired of hearing complains and all..

i do have my own issues and problems to settle..

i cant always be the middle person..

but no matter, i will still try my best to settle it..

i noe u r reading this dad,

seriously im speechless with what happen between u and mummy..

how many more times ur parents want to hurt our family..

i respect u, and i respect dem..

but that is me, not abg..

how many more times must i prove to u that they hate us..

coming to 23yrs im living in this world, but never did once i feel that they love me.

answer me this, apa salah adik, abang and mama smpai kita kene macam ni?

jijik sangat ke kita ni?

i bet u cant answer me right..

enough about this same old problem...

there will NEVER be a solution to it..

cause semua degil nak mampos...

Yours Truly, 5:31 AM.

Friday, March 2, 2012

every small little things u do is good enough for me.. like what i said before, i do not need diamonds, money and expensive stuff... all i need is someone that cares, understand and always be there for me.. the way u are is already good enough for me.. the talks we always have, the QnA sessions, the surprises, the concern u have towards me when im in pain.... what more can i ask for... u are perfect just the way u are... and i will cherish and appreciate this little things u do for me...

thank u so much for entering my life and loving me just for who i am.. =) may our relationship last...

Yours Truly, 5:21 PM.